Lash Out Irrationally

Been overthinking since 1978.

Confessions – Birthday Edition January 16, 2012

Filed under: Lashing Out,Lists,Personal Improvement — Erin @ 9:02 am

OK, I celebrated a little too much for my Birthday week.  Here is the breakdown:

 

  1. Ordered clothes online (in my defense, I ordered a size down as motivation so I might return pieces because I do not NEED them)
  2. I ate out/bad food almost every single day at work last week (in my defense on this one it was announced that our site is closing so we are all being laid off, sigh)
  3. We are crazy busy at work so I have not done dishes, laundry, or any cleaning for a week (eek and ugg)
  4. I am avoiding telling my tenant that I need to raise the rent at the end of her lease because I just do not want to deal with showing the place/all the crap that comes with getting a new renter (I need to man up and do this ASAP)
  5. Yelled at one of my favorite associates because they would not let me walk away when I was upset (points for removing myself from the situation, points taken away for actual yelling)
  6. I am currently typing all this crap instead of getting up and cleaning up around my house (sometimes being an adult is all about the decisions we make)
  7. Excited to pick up my new computer tonight in case my 22-year-old sales guy is there (just to flirt a little more)
  8. I ignored a work message because it was sent during my Birthday dinner from my least favorite associate (I finally answered this morning since yesterday was my ONE off day)

 

So all the positive work I did on myself week one of 2012 was washed away by my actions this last week.  Dang it.  At least it is early enough in the year for me to turn this around and get things back on track.  I know I keep harping on this, but I promise that if I could find a more fulfilling job everything else will fall into place.  Work is such a big part of our lives and not being happy in what you do for 8+ hours a day can really color your world.

 

All I can say is that I am working on it.  Hard core.

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